Life learnings

Dear Diary
After all this days of traveling there are many things I have learnt but I will write you here some life´s rules that i learnt



1.- Dont be too hard on yourself . Everyone has the same feelings and in many cases do similar mistakes be easier on yourself

2.- Try to feel more with the hearth lowing your rational mind

3.- Happy is just about being calm, serene in peace and smiling

4.- Everyone wants to be happy, some of them sometimes see you as the source of their happiness or suffering dont take it personal is just their perception so keep calm and try not to feel anger or hatred

5.- You can love and you should love as many people as you feel just the way to demonstrate it is the difference, give everyone a place in your life but dont tagged everyone as enemy, friend or stranger, this taggs can be moved very easily to one place to the other.

6.- The best way to be a better wife is also to be a better daughter.

7.-Compassion with love and wisdom arethe best skills I should develop

8.- There are few chances where the world is just waiting for you to grow your spiritual path, healthy, economically stable, educated, free.... what am i waiting for? .. professional career, retirement? Time is now .

9.- Training my mind is the only way tothe happiness... being aware of wrong perceptions, will allow me to understand many situations and take away the suffering and ignorance of my life.

10.... GO FOR IT.. I can do this !! .. this is now!

I am very happy I actually had the time and guts to start this trip, and I hope that I will be able to do what I want.. I want happiness in my life.. I ll get happiness in my life for my soul and mind.


Thanks for listening me ..

Where is it ? What isit ?

Dear diary:

its exactly a week from my departure ... and i am totally nervous, I am excited, and I am anxious and little afraid..

I keep having this emptiness in my stomach , in my hearth , in my life ... I just stopped thinking about anything or anyone.. some times i do remember and I hope ... or I imagine things , situations, but at the end God, you and me know that this emptiness is not there .. even if that feeling was so great , i know there is no path for me on it , neither there or anywhere but here .. here with me , inside of me ... right God? ... answer me please... pleaseee .. tell me yes, tell me that I will be all right , that I will not be feeling this again , or that i will know how to fight this.. i am starting to think that is lapsus of depresion or emptiness are for a good reason but .. Why I am feeling this now ? Why in this age? or Did i feel it before but I blocked it ?

I know that nothing in my life has been easy... remember when I talked to you when I was a child and told you ... yea ... that wont be easy right?.. bring it on!! and yea well it wasnt, moments I remembered that werent easy.... when my father left that was a hard one .., when my parents had an accident , that totally changed me ... when I changed school, well as usual almost no classmate liked me... at least at the beginning .. when I fell in love for the first time.. big deal!! .. 6 years of torture hahaha , and now I just can picture this God... this is one of those hard times.. and I know I can feel , you are here !! you are back with me ! and I am thanking again for this moments that make me be so close to you .. you know I have left the church .. didnt really trust it anymore.. I will find another way... but I wont leave you, you are and will be in my path all my life ..

I have hope, and I will learn . I will learn how to be complete with what I have, How to let people walk away from me if that is what they want, I will be happy with the beautiful me I am , and I wont stop fighting for a better world ... for a better me

HEre I go GOd, please light my way with love and happiness

I love you!

me