Being faitfhful to yourself

Dear Diary:

I ll write u in english today because i promes my sis i ll do it, I have had a crazy day but i have learnt many useful things so i need to writethem before i forget them

1. in first place i have realized that man and woman we think in a different way , some of them (men) are thinking in a moment what r they doing or the consequences or it and then they just simply forget it , they let it go ... and some of us (women) we just let the moment happen , let it go witouth thinking of anything but after the moment has finished we just keep thinking and thinking about it ... analyzing every part of it , what makes our life and the situation a little bit more complicated than it acutaly is ... weird eh ... but interesting

2. Have u asked yourself.. Am I faithful with myself?, do u know if what u are doing is helping u to get to ur goals? or if the goals u think u have are the ones u really want ? or Am i doing anything to make my situation even worst , like auto - destroying ?

I went to therapy today and i realized some things. one of them is like i am probably being scared of something happend but at the same time i am doing something to make it happen.. isnt that nuts ? ... its probably real !

I have some other homeworks, i need to draw myself in a different times of my life writing the qualities and mistakes that i had , and then put in alist the values that i consider are important for me . i think that will help to clarify the situations i amin and why i am there .

Who iam ? Have i lost a part of me on the way ? Am i comitting sabottage to myself? ... i will find it out ,meanwhile i am quite happy ,today my co worker a psychologist that seats next tome told me that itake life in a positive way ... wow i like that people have that impression ofme ..

oh i almost forgot .. my therapist said..ask your self .. AM i doing these because of me or because of people ? and .. " dont take the opinion of others about u so seriously some peole will see something in you that they want to change in them .. they can seeu like in a mirror and it may not be true so .. if u like smething about urself no matter what people think .. is real andis good and if u dont like it . the same thing .. try to pleace your self and no one else about urself.

Wow i learnt alot today .. really happy about it

That goes for u sis ,. in english jaaja

Bye diary thanks for listening to me today