A novel

A summary of a novel I have read .. interesting points

THere was this girl thinking tha allwhat shewanted in her life was to be like others, be happy and with a family, happily married and everlasting love, fight all her life to find that love story and attached to it like there was nothing else outside and well when you fight for something with all your hearth at some point you get it .. the scary part is that she end up thinking .. did i actually want this?. Its great she didint doubt it , its fulfilling, is romanthic , is complete but she was so frustrated coz she didint know why ? .. why she could even think in having another life? .. how come she was not wanting the whole family, husband part of the everlasting love story?...

She wanted to run away, however she didint have the strength to do it, probably the fear of losing the whole story and at the end finding out that there was nothing left for her, and having an elder life with nothing in her hands, stopped her. But by the time was passing she was getting desesperately attracted to many things, crazy situations, that somehow make her feel in another position. .. in another life... didt want to accept that she was already in the story, she did a lot of thinkgs trying to get a n explanation of it , many people told her to find a path inside of her, but it was very hard very difficult to walk that path, to go inside coz of the sadness and emptiness, it was like fighting with the fact that she just wanted to run away by herself....

Would she be able to do it?

I stil have some pages to read...

Regresando al camino ...

¿Porqué justo cuando vas avanzando algo pasa y te detienes? A veces se siente como que te regresaras un poco y es ahi cuando dices .. que quiero? a donde voy ? Y un poco para hacerlo más gráfico para mi .. ESTO ES LO QUE QUIERO SER .. AHI VOY

Una familia feliz y unida, cuyos padres se amen, se respeten y admiren

Ser una mamá consciente de sus limitaciones pero también de su potencial,que se ame a si misma para poder amar con esa intensidad a un bebé.

No dejar el ejercicio, eso me ayuda a concentrarme y limpiar mi cuerpo, sacando toxinas en mi mente y en mi corazón

EN sintonia con el mundo, sintiéndome viva y feliz cada dia

Ayudar a los niños que pueda ayudar, no puedo quedarme al margen de l oque pasa afuera de mi ..

A ESTO DEBO ENFOCARME ... y dejar todo lo que me desvíe del camino porque me hará INFELIZ...

Vamos tu puedes!!!!

Note desenfoques!!

doing good, going in a good way, doing what I want to do....feeling satisfied

... In a good way ... I think i have taken good decisions... This year i have decided to put my coins in one basquet ( todas mis monedas en una canasta jajja ) .. in the family, calmness, hard word, free time to know myself basquet..

ANd I have done it good, I need to accept that i am not perfect and iwill never be, sometimes I actually hurt people withouth wanting it, but I have decide not to put in my life situations that may increase those chances and for that .. I have given in good hands a good project that I started to give metime to think and start new "dreams", ones that makes me calm, satisfied and commited.

Unfortunately I have realized that I am not very good in team work" tasks, I will work in my tolerance and communication, I want to improve withouth hurting anyone on the way. =)

I have started to dream again, and do what i must do to be calm and is basically

- Focus on my work.. do what i know to do in the best way with responsability and passion
- Be with my family... share every moment I can with them.
- Start dreaming and looking for other ways.... Analizing myself of what i want and what i will do to achieve it..

I am on this way ... on my own.. and I am happy for it ..

And today the volcanoes reminded me how beautiful is to be in this world and that there is nothing a human can do that will be more perfect than the nature.... We are just a small part of the greatest thing in world...