I finally got it

Algunas veces pensamos que con caer en una acción equivocada , podemos aprender , sin embargo a veces se necesita mucho más que eso, unas cuantas veces, algunas cosas imporntates perdidas y una situación para conocer y aprender realmente,

Querido Diario:

Finalmente creo que lo entendí, y me llevo un gran vacio en mi interior, y finalmente la culpa que me extrañaba no sentir, pero gracias a estos sentimientos me siento viva. Era como la oveja perdida que no se daba cuenta de lo qeu pasaba a su alrededor y solo seguia actuando por actuar y viviendo por vivir con un vacio cada vez mayor que llevaba a un mal sentimiento acerca de mi misma, una mala actitud con los demas y problemas fisico y psicologicos .. pero .. por alguna razón la vida te permite regarla una vez más y con eso decir ... I JUST GOT IT!!!

And I actually did , life is more than that and even if it took me a long time i realized that i feel alone ... alone with soo many people around me .... but alone ... and It may be for different reasons but the point is that I need to find myself again.... I dont know what happened but i lost her ... my soul... and I will get it back ...

I realized that I have convinced a great person to do something that it may not even think it could do ... and I just thank for the chance and for alll the support ...

God has given me soo many great people around ... so manyyyyy ... and I ve been soo blind!!! ... that is time to wake up ... time to recover the lost time .. and be in sintonia con la vida y con el mundo ....

Luv this day that has made me feel so bad but at the same time so peaceful and happy ... I dont want to look back ... because experiences will always be around me ... but i will choose better ..

THanks for listening me Diary ..

Luv u

Some people...... danced

Dear Diary:
I´ve watched a movie, and at the end of it, there were some sentences saying... some people .. dance... others... run... swimm.....

And I was thinking what do I do to feel alive?
What in my life i actually do not to gain money , work or study but what makes me feel alive?

In the week i have learnt some interesting facts about

How your mind actually control your body, your health, your nerves, is amazing all that can do ... do you know that your uncounscious cant say what is real and what is virtual
Do you know that every time you think in something there is a chemical change inside of you
Do you know that you can actually die if your mind says so..

WOw amazing right?

All around us is a miracle, is something we should apreciate andgive us time to enjoy what is there made before us, the nature, the wind, the words, the nice time with a friend, with a non friend, a walk under the sun, all is a moment to enjoy...

And I want to enjoy it , i want to have the time to feel the sun, the wind, to be alone over the grass, to rest, to sleep, to walk hand by hand with the person you love, call a friend, huge a friend.

I want to clean my hearth from bad feelings, from strange thoughts i dont want to have friends, i want to be happy, i want to reconciliante, I want to be

And this is my time, this is hte life and it goes so fast that if u dont enjoy it , it will go away ....

Thanks to liste to me diary
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