JUST to PASS through something is not enough to' KNOW it

Dear Diary:
Many things have gone through my mind these days i know what I want, I know what I need to really work hard on and I know that my mind is pretty much disturbed by the attachments I have to people and to a this particular topic- u know- .

In this matter i am such an ignorant, but I am glad i ve been through some stages that have moved me from dislike it, to ignore it to grasp it, and finally to' getting to' know it... I have realized that is a feeling many people have had at some point of their lives and by recognizing my total ignorane and decide to learn about it, some things have clarified , I have to' say that is very interesting to read about it and getting to see it in such a spiritual way however i have just this only one person in mind whenever i have to deal with this topic, and I know that right now i just should leave my feelings arise or decrease withouth reacting to' them ... It maybe because of the excitement he brings to it, the knowledge I have gained or maybe because i love the "me" that I am with it.

But then I think that there is much more about it I want to experience , to know, to feel and that the Main reason of it is that I should be' ready in mind to be able to manage such a great energy in myself

i just can tell u that I have tools now to learn to' manage my mind and i have the strength to pursue the REAL it

Thanks for listening

me

Life learnings

Dear Diary
After all this days of traveling there are many things I have learnt but I will write you here some life´s rules that i learnt



1.- Dont be too hard on yourself . Everyone has the same feelings and in many cases do similar mistakes be easier on yourself

2.- Try to feel more with the hearth lowing your rational mind

3.- Happy is just about being calm, serene in peace and smiling

4.- Everyone wants to be happy, some of them sometimes see you as the source of their happiness or suffering dont take it personal is just their perception so keep calm and try not to feel anger or hatred

5.- You can love and you should love as many people as you feel just the way to demonstrate it is the difference, give everyone a place in your life but dont tagged everyone as enemy, friend or stranger, this taggs can be moved very easily to one place to the other.

6.- The best way to be a better wife is also to be a better daughter.

7.-Compassion with love and wisdom arethe best skills I should develop

8.- There are few chances where the world is just waiting for you to grow your spiritual path, healthy, economically stable, educated, free.... what am i waiting for? .. professional career, retirement? Time is now .

9.- Training my mind is the only way tothe happiness... being aware of wrong perceptions, will allow me to understand many situations and take away the suffering and ignorance of my life.

10.... GO FOR IT.. I can do this !! .. this is now!

I am very happy I actually had the time and guts to start this trip, and I hope that I will be able to do what I want.. I want happiness in my life.. I ll get happiness in my life for my soul and mind.


Thanks for listening me ..