A novel

A summary of a novel I have read .. interesting points

THere was this girl thinking tha allwhat shewanted in her life was to be like others, be happy and with a family, happily married and everlasting love, fight all her life to find that love story and attached to it like there was nothing else outside and well when you fight for something with all your hearth at some point you get it .. the scary part is that she end up thinking .. did i actually want this?. Its great she didint doubt it , its fulfilling, is romanthic , is complete but she was so frustrated coz she didint know why ? .. why she could even think in having another life? .. how come she was not wanting the whole family, husband part of the everlasting love story?...

She wanted to run away, however she didint have the strength to do it, probably the fear of losing the whole story and at the end finding out that there was nothing left for her, and having an elder life with nothing in her hands, stopped her. But by the time was passing she was getting desesperately attracted to many things, crazy situations, that somehow make her feel in another position. .. in another life... didt want to accept that she was already in the story, she did a lot of thinkgs trying to get a n explanation of it , many people told her to find a path inside of her, but it was very hard very difficult to walk that path, to go inside coz of the sadness and emptiness, it was like fighting with the fact that she just wanted to run away by herself....

Would she be able to do it?

I stil have some pages to read...