What is the key?

Estoy enamorada de la persona que soy cuando estoy contigo, de la transformación que provocas en mi. Me pregunto podré serlo sin ti?

Dear Diary:

This was my last tweet couple of minutes ago, and its something that has been walking around my mind the whole day, and the question I ask my self today is .. why?

What is it in you, in the situation, in myself that makes me act like that?

• Is it the way you react, a reaction that I love that your eyes can talk through your body and that shocks you and let me realize what is what you are feeling?

• Is it the fact that I am not afraid of being crazy, of being me of exploting in your hands because I know that there is no way that you can take it wrong, taht you can judge me in that moment, that I just can be myself with you.. is that it?

• Is it the excitement of not having you for real, is it the challenge that represents to convince you, to have you?

• Or is it just me that allow myself to be in peace, to focus in only one place and one moment and just give myself to it, to whatever it is that I am doing in that moment with you...

And I leave with that questions in my mind in a way to find the key to be that person again even.... withouth you ..

I miss you , and I will probably miss you the rest of my life but I need to accept that there is nothing I can do and I got this life for a reason and maybe next one we will see again.

By the way diary, I love Autumn !its my favorite season! I love the way the trees look , the changing of coulours, the dry grass, the dry leaves on the floor, the sound they do when you step on them, the HOPE, for me ... Autumn represents hope, and I live with it ...